
I want this person whom i once knew before even if it was a fake just so that i’d fall in love with him.
painful
so stressed up. why must this happened?
Its all MY FAULT! *big time*
making new friend is now a crime in relationship. Met with my couzin classmate & then he finds me rather cool to hang out with. so he asked my couzin for my facebook. I allowed that , i mean what harm will it to, i guess now it answers all. harm to our relationship. so somehow after awhile i told boyfie about him. hanging out with him along with my couzin. i wasnt even afraid to share my fb with him cause that’s what we naturally do in relationship but i was wrong. u took advantage of it to dig out things thats gonna ruin our relationship. slowly the matter got worse cause of me passing my no. to him. u say that i easily gave my no. to him but in fact that it took time for me to think things thru cause i think of u. BUT what the hack , u never believe in anything i say. things got worsen now. u just cant lay the matter to rest. fine i understand. i tried to hard to make things right , i spend more time with you & not even with my girlfriends. then u became uncontrolable to a person i never knew at all. that broke my heart , you keep blaming him for all the doings that he doesnt even know he was doing a mistake. you became to overprotective. you became a STRANGER to me not my boyfriend. this matter is way-way more important to you then to how i feel, how our love is between each other, how happy we are together. Nothing as of that matters to u now. all that would satisfy u is u getting ur hands on him.
I just dont get it, u’d rather risk this relationship because of an outsider because of what u feel than to show more love affection & happiness to this relationship because of how much we love each other & need each other so badly.
i love you & only you even if anything bad is gonna happen cause this i can promise i will love nobody else but u. i will never move on if i cant have u. u are all that matter & all that i ever needed.
MIRA :’(
back :))
I’m Back & Busy. thank you :))

Despite exam around the corner im still able to reach MIAMI 6..wooohooo :))
Today 1st day at Coffee bean, mez up a couple of things but WTH its my first day & im able to complete learning making all the ice blend in just 1 day & mez up only 1 drink. hahahhaa :)) looking forward to transfering to downtown east thou. & 1st day got ang bao of $10 from a regular customer. wohoo :)) *big smile*

Exam is in 13days but my eyes cant stop watching this. MIAMI season 5 behbey!!
2nd night alone at home. Family go vacation while im here home ‘mugging’. Gawd. No regrets thou.





